From a very young age I experienced an incessant inner voice of interrogation. The questions it asked were always very focused: “Who are you and why did you come here?  Is it for this?  Is this who you think you are?” This continued well into my 20’s, 30’s and 40’s and yet I never knew how to respond. As far as I believed, I was following a path that would have been quite acceptable to most. I achieved a BFA with honors and studied and worked as a clothing designer in both New York and Paris. I later moved on to the beauty industry after completing my MBA with highest honors at a well-respected business school.

For many years I worked at one company that famously tells its customers that they “are worth it”. While I always agreed whole-heartedly with this slogan, I was always curious why we have to remind people of their value in the first place. I wondered what it is about being Human that we doubt and deny our own value so much and look externally to find meaning and give ourselves a lift. Working in the fashion and beauty industries was one way I was unconsciously satisfying a desire to assist people to think and feel differently about themselves. But of course, the clothes fall out of style and the makeup and moisturizers can only offer cosmetic fixes. I experienced a longing to go deeper and make a real contribution to impact the lives of others but had no idea where to begin or what to do. I felt frustrated and very stuck. The life I had created was not working out.

At a point most would rightly call a mid-life crisis, the inner questioning I had been experiencing all this time became so insistent that I reevaluate my life and make dramatic shifts that I felt I had no other alternative but to stop being who I thought I was or needed to be in the world. I had to quit my life and start over.

I think everyone thinks about suicide at some point. But I did not feel that this was my answer. The inner voice was powerful, but not evil. I was not possessed; I had a very strong intuition that I was being redirected to fulfill a purpose that was totally unknown to me at the time.

In April 2016 I surrendered for the first time. I quit my job and went home with no plan other than to stop being me to see what else might come through. About a year later, my intuition guided me to accept a job in a city I had never visited to work for a company I had never heard of. It turned out to be a very wise move.  Eighteen months later the company was acquired and my equity turned me into a millionaire.

While I had the option to stay on and double this payout, I followed my inner guidance once again and chose to remain for a period of time before I quit again. Once again I found myself at home with no plan however, the inner voice shifted and began to speak through me. One evening while preparing my dinner I began speaking out loud. It was my voice, but not my words. What came out of me sounded like ancient wisdom expressed in a modern vernacular. For several months this continued. I recorded myself and created dozens and dozens of transcripts. This energy evolved once more and I began automatic writing; my hand in motion yet words that came from the heart, not my mind.

At about this time, the COVID pandemic began and I quarantined myself to continue this writing for about two years non-stop. I then spent another three years trying to make sense of what it all meant and what I was to do with it. The more I read the content I was generating, the more I realized it was a message of guidance for the evolution of not only who I am to become, but all of Humanity. I had finally found my purpose.

Why do I share this? More and more are awakening to their own cosmic wisdom and gifts because this is precisely how Life on this planet will evolve. The future will move through each of us when we open up and allow it to. When we take the time to go inside, tame the monkey mind and free-up enough space, a second opinion comes on line. The voice of the inner critic, the arrogant ego, and the scared child become dwarfed by a powerful new perspective. It knows precisely who we are and why we are here because It sent us. It holds the blueprint for this existence and will generously share it when given the chance.

My purpose in life is to be available for all who are ready and willing to surrender to a higher concept of who they are, so they too can be guided to discover and fulfill their own life purpose. I refer to the clients I work with as pioneers because they are among the courageous few who will go first and decide to leave the past behind and head out to become the cause of a radically new Future to begin.

If you hear the inner call to change and desire assistance to answer it and step into new action, I am dedicated to sharing every tool, technique and nugget of wisdom that has been shared with me to ensure you have all you require to be In Love, no matter what happens.